The Last Days

I sit to type with lots of different thoughts going through my head. Of course, the upcoming race has gone through my head many times throughout the week, but surprisingly, I have not been dwelling on it. It's part of my nature that things just don't sink in until they are about to happen or have happened. Don't get me wrong, I get stressed out easily, but it's usually from actual events, not from thinking about upcoming events.

A friend who recently ran a marathon told me that the week before her race was an emotional roller coaster for her and I feared that I would be the same way. So far this week has been pretty relaxing. The boys went back to school today (hallelujah) and I have spent my afternoons doing a few chores around the house and doing little else.

My mind has wandered to the race daily, and I worry a little about my time, and my legs, and the ungodly hour that I have to get up that morning. The most recurring thought in my head is what it will be like at the finish line. All kinds of emotions go through my head from tears of joy, to tears of pain, the thrill of finishing and even the disappointment of taking too long. I've been good about my eating habits the past couple of weeks and hope that I am getting enough fuel and water into my body.

But mostly, I am excited!! The kids are so ready to go to Disney for the first time and I know that it will be even better than what they are expecting. I am excited to be able to say that I am a marathon runner no matter how hard it is. I am excited to spend time with my family, especially my little nephew who is coming along and I am excited to go back to a normal schedule (whatever that means) after my race.

For now, my emotions are under control but the next couple of days could change that completely. We get to Orlando tomorrow and then it may ALL sink in. I appreciate all your prayers and support friends. It means the world to me and I will think of you all as I am running on Sunday. (I will have plenty of time)